Hemlocked Heart

I am determined to be listless
To float through life without design
Never seeking meaning nor clarity

I am determined to be useless
To dwell in hallowed pointlessness
Forever as second fiddle, I’ll be grand

I am determined to be passionless
I will not hear my heart singing
I will not obey the sparkles in my eyes

I am determined to be banal
To know no sharpness nor fear
Alarmed only by my limitless listless