Mental Health

Surrounded

Travel between I’m toldRelease yourself, be oneBut what happens when allAt onceI am none,I am floating…
Some days I’m a robot

Some days I’m a robotCalculating in a voidWelding myself to the spot,Heart and mind unemployed,Never better,…
Avoidant

Throw the distant future aboutRoll it through the tasteless dirtSpeckle it with grease and paintThen pray…
Untitled

Banish what was,Dismantle what is,Create what will beEver serving,Ever changing,Ever growing,Be me
Comfort Rests

Comfort is a need today, once againWoe, a noticed change in my breathYet, Comfort hides within…
Underway

Again unable to unfreeze today,To my mind unstuck and unleashedBoth seem so many lifetimes away.And if…
Panic Attack

Icy fire fills unsteady veinsBurns a wooden heart outSignals the eventuality painsCovered in what-if’s doubtSparks, icicles…
Serene

Like the stream I am sereneThere are no jagged edgesTo part the water into windThere are…
Listless for a Year

I am determined to be listlessTo float through life without designNever seeking meaning nor clarityI am…
Temple of Regret

A temple raised of regretA sacred place for timely foolsWho seek to know answersTo questions never…
Wisdom and Wonder

Deep caves of regret formed when Wisdom mournedHer innocent youngest sister, Wonder who wanderedAtop ridges and…
Oh well

I’ll just stew with emotions because I can’t walk outsideThis stalled journey started when I learned…
Be

Come down,Be still,Inhabit,Choose will.If only,Be steadyHow to,Choose will?It’s heavyBe ready,Live freelyWhen chosen.
Breathe III

If purpose flew to my sealed door,If I were reborn braver than before,If I cultivated love…
A gutless battle strategy closed in handYou watched blood rain over fallen plansThat once bloomed golden…
Sadness

Sadness embarks across the ocean of reality towards peace.She is guided by the pale twinkle of…
Seven Crows

Momentum slowsWorry growsEternal woesNo one knowsNewfound lowsSeven crowsIt’s all for show
Picture Time

Smile- no not like that,Smile, free and gentle,Just smile- don’t be so fakeCOME ON. SMILE. It’s…
Enemy

A coward hides in places,Lurking in folds in my brainThat hold your ancient imageLike a saint…
When life returns

When life returns to me again, will I regretThe rampant regression from my goal.And, if I…
Breathe II

Since when was I not allowed to breathe?When it’s the most human of thingsSince when did…
Breathe

Am I allowed to breathe?Horde the air to fill my lungsTo inhale smoothly,Without shakes or quiversTo…
Ticking

I hate the eternal ticking of the iron clock over my left shoulderIt fills the silence…
Waisting

Maybe tomorrow I’ll start looking for dreams.I’ll live today in forevers and inevitabilities.Locked into this ever…
Wildflower

August’s raging heat dried my wildflowers out,Fire bloomed beneath the mountain of clouds.Desperation drained my blood…
Can’t

Can’t cryCan’t laughCan’t breathCan’t danceCan’t waitCan’t leaveCan’t runCan’t moveCan’t grieveCan’t giveCan’t hopeYou’ll see
Grayscale

A flare up of defiance for lost rebellion of youth,Loving and fighting were mind numbing proofThrough…
i’m fine.

“I feel bad” or “like sad”, all the words you just saybecome “I’m fine” and “I’m…
What was it

What was it –Who was I to scout my own way?Directions lead nowhere as maps fade…
Calm

I am calm. The fridge buzzes, the dryer clanks, the birds sing, a car passes by.…