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Be here, be here

Be here, be here
With dew drenched grass,
Long shadows on pavement,
Sun shining in my eyes,
A premonition of the day's heat.

Outside chirps sound, toads and birds,
And motors reve below
As they make a Monday morning

And yet, I drift to planes unknown
Lost in stories I’ve created
Of righteousness and deadly foes
Of wisdom from false teachers
I drift in oceans, castles, the woods,
Until there is a moment,
A bark, a bell, the alarm sounds.
Be here, be here once more
I repeat my refrain
Though that does little to enforce it.
May 11, 2026

In the end

In the end you knew
All had passed for you
A wisdom of your own
A heart made from bone

In the end you called
Into the loving night
To sounds we’ve never heard
To meaning without words

In the end you stretched
A day into a week
And sat at rivers edge
Before jumping in the steam

In the end we sat
Downstream from your parting
And felt the world change
Goodbye, my feline darling.
May 7, 2026

Half Way There

Not hard work, or it is?
The rise and the fall
Of ten clever dancers
On glowing black plastic
Who move without thought,
Of two tearfilled pools
Reflecting the blue
Trapping the brightness
Within their abyss,
Of soft lullabies to sooth,
To stoke fire and focus,
Humming from a distant land,
And fluffy pink chairs
To sit in, crosslegged,
And question the value
Of 112 days.
May 6, 2026

There is a buzz

There is a buzz
In the back of my skull
A dim hum
That shapes my road

Some days I barely notice
Others it’s all I hear,
A dull buzz
Tired of patience

It has waited
It has grown
That forgotten sound
Encased in fragile steel

All that I am
Sheathed beyond my grasp
Soon that crystalline structure
Will fall
April 4, 2026
I feel it today

I feel it today

I feel it today
That call from above
That ripples my bones
Scraping messages
Across the totality
Of my being.

Today there is more.

A call through the clouds
That blanket my sky
Sending long lost knowing
Into my soul
Crushing into my blood.

Today, the universe awakens
Within my every breath
Magic, alive
Sudden and still
Fills my body
Shapes my mind
Today is a wonder
I thought I had lost.
April 1, 2026

Night

What I saw when all was dark
Under the moonless stars,
Unfurled sails cross clear skies
And steeled my grounded heart.

I lost the moment when time shed
All its frog skin spots,
Returned its gaze back upon me
And shouted in the dark.

“I will not win this any way
I will not cross the fog”,
That creeps into this crystal night
A bandit with false rot.

And when the ship is set adrift
Above my small abode
I will not know the phrase to say
To reach the silver throne.

I will stumble in, dismayed and great
To test the edge of night
To join the silent revelry
Or face the call I might.

That echoes through me
Like a drum, set fire to my veins
“The time has come, the hour close,
Soon these nights will change”.
December 23, 2025December 23, 2025

Circulation Desk

Hi
Welcome
—-----------
Hi
How are you today
Did you find everything alright
Oh you have something on hold
What's the name on that
Give me just a second
—-----------
Okay, I have two books for you
Great, let me just scan your card
Sure, I can check what else you have out
—-----------
Looks like…. You have one other checkout, looks like it’s The Power of Habit?
Right, just that and these two
Of course!
Will we see you at the craft next week?
Oh yeah, I understand
Thank you
Have a wonderful day.
December 13, 2025December 10, 2025

Surrounded

Travel between I’m told
Release yourself, be one
But what happens when all
At once
I am none,
I am floating in the river
Bobbing without direction in glass
Breaking my heart to listen
To hear
Too many cries echo beneath my feet
Too many universes have whispered
Too many minds have been broken by the wind
And mine is not strong, not fortified against the madness
That creeps from the glacier that’s fed with blood
To find me wrapped in shadows, alert as the river turns
Against my being, the rush,
Overcome by majesty and unfit to feel its pulse
December 11, 2025

pearls

Scattered poems seem so small
They wrap around my skin
Strung together, plastic pearls
Never ever meant to begin

Each bead added weighs heavy
Biting on my wrist, creasing
Categorized, crafted, captured
Never the fight nor the feeling

Make the bracelet whole
Charms and gaps appealing
Clear, concise, contained
Never the numb nor the feeling

And when the sting, it snaps
Flinging notions on linoleum
Cupboards, couches, chairs
Feelings to be never ever found
October 5, 2025

How…

How fearless, how brave
Moments of ignorance make
Untied to the price
Unbound to the loss
Of what could, will, be
How cowardly, how stupid
To walk through this life
Staring at weapons
And seeing game dice
September 20, 2025August 31, 2025

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